Saturday, October 30, 2004

Man, reports can be depressing.

Not for the data that you may dig up but for the time lines that you see. Like in the year 2112 oil will be at this level. 2112...!! ugh, I will just be memory in a picture and maybe a great grandchild of mine will have known me. It's so depressing...even G and my new baby will be long gone...god I have to finish this report...life sucks to a point...its a freaking trap...it's to much to think of. I have to slip back to the hear and now and be in the present, this is the time that counts. I need to be sure that G will have many happy memories of this time.

One day at a time, enjoy each and every minute and make people around you happy

I hav a new baby coming, I have Gryphon and Sarah. I will enjoy every day. I have skateboarding and Star Wars. In the end it doesn't matter but for now...it matters. Peace-=ccf=-

1 comment:

S said...

my god I'm looking at this again and getting all veclempt. I've been thinking so much this last week of our mortality and it is sad and wierd.

I love you, thanks for sharing the journey with me.