Thursday, June 30, 2005

Playing Wizards and other kids fantasy play...

"Talk baby for me."

I think that is when it started. Those words came out of Gryphons mouth at a very young age. Something in me freezes up when I hear it.

"Talk Salty (the train) like you did that one time."

"...like you did that one time", kills me. The mental breaks go on and I can't seem to play like that...you know the world of make believe. My level of play has moved into more detialed play. I can play games but, I play morein my head than a child does. I need to bring it down.

"let's play Wizards!" is the new one. I have failed so far in this too. I know as a kid I played at that level too. i should be able to do it again. I need to drop what my level of wizard play might be, and bring it down to Gryphhon level...I know i can do it. I'll try again. And I think I can do it, even if I have to tote the Wizard Ruby around with me....there we go some nice positive thinking.

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